one

one is the beginning
one is the only

but one is lonely
one has nothing but itself

i am one
but i long to be more

i want to be a part and not the whole

what is uphorium?

uphorium...
it's a little bit euphoria
it's a little bit opium

and yes I do realise it should be euphorium...
but I initially wanted utopium...
as in a little bit utopia and a little bit opium
there was a reason at the time, but I forget it now...

see, there goes my memory again...

confession

this isn't my only blog
but this is more of a secluded spot for me to rant and rage
sometimes blogs pick up people that you'd rather not have reading things
be they parents
boyfriends
girlfriends
ex's
wannabe's
stalkers
"friends" (note the quotation marks)

anyway
this is my secret blog

back

so it's been a while since I wrote that first post...
I'm a bad blogger already!
I'll admit it's partly because I forgot my sign-in and password!
but then that's me all over I guess
bit rubbish at remembering things

primary objective complete

this was my first goal...to start a new blog
and get a new email address
and then just chill out and enjoy things
more posts to follow